Writing from a younger me

Lately my life hasn't Been Going so well, its like I'm really stuck in a place called hell. I keep losing people close to me like cousins,aunts, friends and other things.Im not the coolest person in the world I don't wear specs or shades, Shit I'm not not even that smart I don't get the best of grades. I Sit Back And think What's Gotten into me, I also think about the friends I had and the memories I made also the fact that I wished that those memories stayed in place but they didn't there moving on there becoming blurry....I just want to take a sec to stray form the story .I wanna take this time to remember my auntie, she passed away September 16, a day that ill never forget. since that day I've had a little regret. it was Sept.16 the day she died I didn't even get a chance to say goodbye, and I didn't want to..don't even take this time to put me to shame Cause I just need a min to explain. the feeling I felt when I found out she wasn't going to make it doesn't even compare to my worse rhyme, I just didn't want to see one of my favorite people lying at her worse time. I just wanted to remember the good ol' days the good times, jokes cracked and the games played. I got hit with the kind of newz that could drop a grown man where he standing ok now back to regularly scheduled programing.....My Life is shitty I'm stuck with my gonads and strife and what can I say except its my life.
~Da Kid Biggie~

~R.I.P Karen Watkins~